Mumbo Jumbo

YES!! I lost a bit of weight!! It's not much, just a mere 5lbs but its something! It definently gets me motivated to start everything right? I am going to cut out the night time snacks, excersise when the girls nap, and walk the mall as many times as I can during the week! I hope it works! I am ready to loose this nasty weight! I had Chick Fil E today and walked the mall so maybe that's what done it. Or maybe the breastfeeding is finally getting to my weight. :) You are supposed to loose a ton of weight while breastfeeding but this is the first about of weight I lost since I had Paetyn. I am ready to be looking good though, ready to feel better about myself.

We went and hung out with a girl that I met on a baby forum today. She has a little girl that is only four days older than Paetyn! She is so adorable! Her name is Addison, Addi for short.

We ate lunch, Paetyn got to meet a little girl her age, and Laykin got to play at the playground that our mall has. She had a blast! She loves playing at this playground. :)

I love that this means Paetyn will have a little friend to grow up with. :) Laykin has her friend Bryleigh who is a year, a month and a day older than her and they are so cute together and now Paetyn has Addi. :) I can't wait to see the two of them grow up. :)

I was watching a show earlier and this lady was breastfeeding her little one and none of her family was supportive and I completely understand how she feels because some of my family actually think it's nasty. Well they told me that when I take pictures of Paetyn nursing I am gross.

How in the world is that nasty!? Also that since I want to loose weight so badly that I should wean her off of breastfeeding and put her on formula so that I can get on the diet pills that she is on and looseing weight with? That pissed me off so badly! How can she think that I think diet pills and looseing weight is more important than feeding my baby girl the best! UGH! It just erks me that I have no support around here. Anyways! Onto another subject... I talked to my dad today about something that has been weighing on my mind a lot lately. I promised him since I left Danny that when Paetyn turned three months old I would find a job. Well, the closer it gets to then, I realized that I'm not ready for that. Not only mentally am I not ready for that but, I don't know who would watch the two of them. Those two are my world... I don't trust anyone enought to watch them that long! Plus, I want to be here and around for all her little milestones! I was there for Laykins and I loved it, I wanted to be here for Paetyns as well.. so, I asked daddy if he would be okay with me waiting to get a job until she was a year old. He said yes, that it would be fine, we would be fine. Do you realize how relieved I was?! I get to stay home with these two beautiful babies for atleast another 9 months! Wouldn't you be excited?

I want to say... tonight Blogger has gotten on my nerves! It has blocked my friends blog twice now for no reason and I have tried posting this post twice now and had to rewrite it each time. It's gotten A lot shorter each time. :( I hope it actually works this time!